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阿部真央
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Even if I look right or left you’re not here
Although you were so irritatingly close right next to me until a moment ago
I pouted and you got tired and went off somewhere
If you couldn’t handle it, you never should have approached me in the first place

It can’t be stopped, it can’t be stopped, this impulse to run right through it all
These reckless remarks that I know will hurt you
Piercing you, piercing you, I want to see if you won’t cry . . . does it hurt?

You say “I won’t run away,” embrace me and leave; what’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Are you at your limit?
When I love someone they all get worn-out; what’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Hey! Where’d you go?

Everyone’s the same: men that are just all talk, they’re full of lies
Then I guess it’s I, who can’t be straightforward, that is the biggest fool

I spurn you, I spurn you, but I want you to come
My pride is too great it’s intruding
Chase after me, hold me, don’t go off anywhere else, please

You say “truthfully, I’m just lonely;” why’s that? Why’s that?
You can’t say, right?
My love kills everyone; why’s it so? Why’s it so?
What should I do?

I want to get close, smile, and live on but
I pretend to be tough, lust, and eventually part with everything
It’s so sad and painful I feel like I’m going to burst
It hurts, it hurts. It hurts so much.

You say “I won’t run away,” embrace me and leave; what’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Are you at your limit?
When I love someone they all get worn-out; what’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Hey! Where’d you go?

You, who said “I won’t run away” and embraced me, is no longer here.
I believed that I finally found my final place to be...